What am I thinking....

I did this a couple of weeks ago. I thought I would try it again.

The first thing I thought of this morning....I woke up praying for my camp boy.

Today I feel.....so incredibly grateful. God is so good and just amazes me.

When I look outside....I see grass that is improving thank to our friends lawn referral.

If I could snap my fingers.....I would have my house painted!

One thing I am unsure about.....we are trying to decide if we should go out of town this weekend. Usually I believe when it doubt...don't. We both have things here this weekend that we would enjoy but there is a conference and church we would love to attend.

What I think I could improve on....fear. I am not your typical worry wart. Far from it. However sometimes I let the enemy grip me with fear. I hate it. I hate that I still see that I fall into that. It is like it comes on me. I had a dear friend tell me recently that she would be standing with me, praying through it with me and that was a blessing to me to realize that the Lord had provided someone to help me in the battle.

What I am doing well with.....hmmmm.....at first I couldn't think of anything than I thought of more than one thing! I am doing well with letting go. Letting go can be challenging especially as a mama. It is a process. I am also down a bit more. I was at 47 lbs since Jan. 08 and 137 since March 03! It amazes me how clean I desire to eat. I get so excited about getting fruits and veggies. I wish I had discovered this lifestyle years ago but than I know that I truly wasn't at the end of myself then. I still wanted to hold onto what I wanted. See....that is another way that I have let go! It has come full circle.