Sunday, September 13, 2009

Baby kisses....



I was a young mom with my other children. When I hear people talk about young moms not being good moms or not valuing motherhood because of their age I can't relate to it. In my first marriage we waited 3 years to have a baby. A dear friend of mine has often said that Andrew was the most wanted baby he had ever seen. He was indeed! I love motherhood, embraced it and we celebrated and loved each and every stage.

Several years ago I yearned for those years back. Not to re-do because I was full of regret but honestly I have said before that if I had one wish I would want to go back in time and have Andrew and Jacob for babies and toddlers for a few days! I don't get to do that. I do value and love the seasons that I have with them now but I have to say they are not as sweet and cuddly.

I have had the amazing gift of having another baby later in life. I am trying to freeze in time those cuddle moments, mommy kisses and falling asleep in my arms gifts. I have a handful of precious memories that I hope to keep near and dear in my heart that I think only come with a new life. I am forever grateful for the gift and the precious lives that have been placed in my care.

2 comments:

Debra said...

My sentiments exactly ... every moment is so precious with the big ones and the little ones so fresh from God! Love you!

Amy Pennington said...

you have the sweetest heart I have ever seen and read! every child deserves a parental love like what you have for your babies!
that last picture brought a tear to my eye...he is in bliss and so are you! thanks for sharing your heart and helping me remember the important gifts in life!